This is a sad attempt at live blogging.
Click below to she what I'm doing/did all day:
Morning:
Trying to pass the time, I decided to make sure I can figure out what foundation colors i needed to test out before purchasing more. I took pictures of myself outside to test every thing out. I was quite surprised that my skin has gotten lighter. I would post pictures up, but I don't really want them "circulated"
Although I will share with your the makeup i will be swatching soon....
I'm really down and out right now. We're really broke and we don't have a whole lot of food to work with, but my children are happy and full so that's what matters to me. My husband's job always have these massive pot lucks where you can take food home. The workers there take more than a family of 6 could need, but its going to be thrown away, so they make use of it. This means my hubby brings me little treats like the Texas cinnamon roll or the powdered mini donuts. He brings home sugar and coffee (cause when that man doesn't have his coffee...*bad thoughs*) and recently hot dogs. Ugh those stupid hot dogs. They are all beef and Mu eats them up happily. But the funny thing is that my husband forgot that I don't like them. Maybe one day in every 2 years I'll eat a hotdog. But it's usually because of a pleasant memory I have of my father. And since I'm not too fond of him right now, ... yeah its not going to happen.
Mu's out of med and I have no way of picking up more. Being broke sucks.
And I'm sure most of you are looking at this, without a job or one that just doesn't pay enough, and think I should just shut the hell up about money. Well let me say this, we have $3000 a month coming into this household. And half of that is spending money. This is the first time since my husband and I have been together that we've had such a dry spell. No thanks to the freak cold/flu crap that's been going around, we lost a quarter of the income we needed to stock up on the extra things we needed until the first. But hey, what's another 3-4 days?
But I need to remember the positives: I am thankful that there's a roof over my head and my bills are paid. I never have to worry about that.
