Here's today's Make.
Last night I was in a bit of a tizzy. My nest sense had kicked in because I was worried about wearing something Gyaru to my meet up with Taryn today. I was pouring over a couple of magazines and I fell in love with the looks and coords all over again. Then I sat there and was trying to figure out a coord with what I already have.
...
But then I realized I have nothing!
My t shirts weren't long enough.
My jeans too big (I lost about 20 pounds before getting pregnant).
And all of my cute clothes were actually room wear and lingerie! Something I could truly never step outside in.
Then I had to take a look at why...
Why didn't I buy more clothes when I had the money?
Why am I just now realizing this?
And then it came to me, I'm really sub conscious about my weight.
It used to be that I didn't want to by any gal clothes because of the fact I can't fit them. And, since I was planning on losing weight anyways, I'll wait until I'm smaller to fully enjoy. I realize now that that's holding me back.
So since I just found out my plans with Taryn are postponed (feel better girl!) I may post up at a fast food spot to snag some wifi and run a few errands.