|My Ultimate goal|
Today, I woke up to an important message on facebook. I had slept through most of daylight and I realize that this could probably be one of the most important messages I would ever receive in my entire life. (Yes it was that important to me.)
I had to do 20 million other things, just so I would be able to focus on this message alone. There was so much I has to do (approving things for the magazine, talking to Danyy, conversing about Udoli) that I left the message as a reward for taking care of everything else.
But when I read the message finally, it felt awful. My mouth went dry and my soul had seemed to drop in the pit of my stomach. I read it out loud to make sure I wasn't seeing things.
I thought it was honestly about me. Am I doing these horrible things? Does everyone feel this way about me? What must I do to redeem myself? But then I thought about it... If I truly feel like this, then there's hope for me to improve! I perked up and felt a bit more confident in myself, my goals, and what I'm planning on doing.
So i'm taking the steps to make sure I'm doing this gal thing right. I'm a billboard for the style and I need to look my best. When I've felt that i've reached my main weight loss goal, I'm going to get another tattoo. Something similar to that "clear ink" tattoo Queenie had posted a while ago:
There's more to my goals, but I'm not ready to share them yet. Have a wonderful evening everyone.